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yay [Saturday
July 2nd, 2005
1:10pm
]
[ mood | grumpy ]

fireworks tonite...yay
tomorrow is AU GRAI
i am so excited
me n manda are all packed
we leave tomorrow at 9:00 am
heheeh

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finding the roses among the thorns [Saturday
July 2nd, 2005
12:31pm
]
[ mood | cheerful ]

well last nite was spectacular
 me and jess went to nic's show
and wow i met west cousin adam
he is so cool and sweet
i like him

yeah me and jess came home
had some delicious chicken noodle soup
ate a whole bowl of jello
and fell asleep discussing
life, love and the beauty in things

 it was great

 i love the LEN
its so beautiful and relaxed
its where picking flowers and playing outside is fun
not doing the stupid pointless things in life

the real fun things in life )

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i lvoe lauren [Friday
July 1st, 2005
3:49pm
]
[ mood | giggly ]

yeah my therapist lauren is sweet
she goes ok so you drink and smoke weed at least your nto on E lol
i love her
she told me she thinks i have depression
so i am gonna get some meds and hopefully be happy again
:) :) :)
yeah i love her

well today carlees nephews came over
and nick attacked me during the name game lol
it was funny
i lvoe little kids

now were watchin montana and kay kay
tonite im hanging with carl n jess
and im staying at jessicas house
TG cuz i have really missed her :)

tommorrow LO fireworks
then sunday is Au grai
with amanda i am so excited!
i can hardly wait!

i love therapy
i love my girls
i love summer
i love boating :)

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time to talk [Thursday
June 30th, 2005
3:24pm
]
[ mood | calm ]

well i am going to my dads today
i hate this
i hate moving around
from here to there
and i hate that my dad
asks me to stay the nite

well i am going to go see a therapist today
hopefully this will start to settle me down
i really am hoping it works
cuz i need help really bad

i diodnt know nicole personally but i knwo she was a beautiful sweet person and everyoens wishes will be with her...RIP nicole

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love and live while loving [Wednesday
June 29th, 2005
6:26pm
]
[ mood | crazy ]

i love life and all things that are apart of it

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[Wednesday
June 29th, 2005
5:07pm
]
[ mood | loved ]

just got done talking to him
i like him
like a lot
he makes me want to be tied down
to be his girlfriend
and be with only him
but
i dont know
my trust issues are so fucked up

idk i like him a lot though
and i want to be his girlfriend

i just wish he would ask me already...

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[Wednesday
June 29th, 2005
10:35am
]
[ mood | content ]

last nite
me n carlee had tacos
went to the doobie brothers concert
came home
ate a ton of food...

me kolbz n carlee
went to corey's house
we hung out
had a bonfire
it was fun

those were my favorite pair...

oh and corey told me
i should go to the NA meetings lol

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[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
3:13pm
]
[ mood | excited ]

i love summer

we just drank big r's wine cooler
yeah i know were rebels
me car n rach are hanging
just busted out the sex pamplet
rachel is reading it lol

tonite we are cooking dinner
me carlee mommy n rachel

i am officially addicted...

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[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
12:30am
]
[ mood | bouncy ]

at napolio's
me rach car n jess
just got done skinny dipping
jedd, dave josh n j-rod
came with us to waterstone

it was fun

made a hookup list
we have all decided
i am a SUMMER SLUT

but i love it

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its amazing [Monday
June 27th, 2005
6:09pm
]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

today was amazing
me dan alex and zach
had a redneck slip n slide
then a mud fight
then i ahd to shower

me and dan cuddled....
i lvoe laying next to him
it is so comfy n comforting
i love you dan

i cherish these moments
because soon they will be gone

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setting things straight [Monday
June 27th, 2005
10:14am
]
[ mood | happy ]

my dad finally called this morning
mrs pam talked to him
she is going to call the school today
to set up otech hehe
i lvoe my new mommy
she is gonna call miss wendy too
cuz she is just RIDICULOUS

i love miss pam and carlee
thanks so much for everything

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[Monday
June 27th, 2005
1:25am
]
i believe that i have finally discovered
something with great importance about myself
that is right i, kaila MARIE partlo have
discovered that i was blessed with high powers.
i have ESP while im high magical
i know dont be too jealous...
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[Monday
June 27th, 2005
1:11am
]
[ mood | blazin ]

basically eating some rice kissmees
what is that? a tomatoe...shake shake....hoump

today was fun
james likes me apparently
maybe we'll go how
who knows though with me i mean

carleee me and racjue **rachey*** are a tripod
a fuckin tripod man....

dude man rai droped the roach
oh boy

air is cold
when u sniff
a lot of air

song by me hhahaaa
numbed toes
numbed toes
my toes is
numbed toes
numjbed toes
i bet u wish u had
numbed toes
BUT U DONT

i hate shannon
i lvoe soummer
i love kissmees
i lvoe car and ray

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[Sunday
June 26th, 2005
12:21pm
]
[ mood | giddy ]

Friends
· Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes
· Who are your bestest friends?: carl, rai rai, kolbz, napolio, manda, jessie, lindsey, abby
· Who's the one person that knows most about you?: carlee
· What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: never listen to anyone but myself
· Your favorite inside joke?: theres way too many...tylers pretty eyes, SALSA, looking for spiders,
· Thing you're picked on most about?: my bithcing
· Who's your longest known friend?: rachel p.
· Talking to? rai rai
· Newest?: abby we stopped hanging in 7th grade
· Shyest?: manda panda cuz she not obnoxious like the rest of us
· Funniest?: carlee, rai rai, and napolio
· Sweetest?: they're all sweet and everyone has been there for me...some more then others tho
· Closest?: carlee, rai, kolby
· Weirdest?: amanda
· Smartest?: rachel, carlee
· Ditziest?: rai rai and carlee
· Friends you miss being close to the most?: lindsey
· Last peson you talked to online?: joel n jedd
· Who do you talk to most online?: dan
· Who are you on the phone with most?: joshie
· Who do you trust most?: carlee, rai and lindsey
· Who listens to your problems?: carlee
· Who do you fight most with?: carlee cuz we have our cat fights lol
· Who's the nicest?: amanda
· Who's the most outgoing?: rai and carlee
· Who's the best singer?: jess
· Who's on your shit-list?: no one for once
· Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: my guy friends
· Who's your second family?: the partlo's ...since carlee is my 1st family
· Do you always feel understood?:never
· Who's the loudest friend?: rai rai n car n napolio
· Do you trust others easily?: a lucky few
· Whose house were you last at?: Kolby's..right now
· Name one person in whose arms you feel safe: carlee and rai n lindsey
· Do your friends know you?: they know me better then i know myself
· Friend that lives farthest away: lindsey cuz i miss her right now

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good morning [Sunday
June 26th, 2005
11:52am
]
[ mood | energetic ]

sitting here with rai and gabs
we went to bed around 4

last nite was
closing time run for pizza
me losing every game
rai and me spilled
had a vanilla cigar
(with mr. reed lol)
told him he was the coolest
petted kolbyz fuzzy bush
fell into a bush with rai
ate half a bag of mozerella cheese
called david omalley for rai
called garret and erik...the usual
held rachel on the bed
passed out watching the disney channel

it was a blast
i love summer nights at the reeds
cuz i love kolby n manda n rai :)

today me n rai wanna lay out

p.s. gabbie is obsessed with rachel

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[Sunday
June 26th, 2005
1:54am
]
[ mood | flirty ]

hicupps i hate them
trhey suck
i hate th3 hiccups
they are horrible

joels number
2 4 8 4 0 8 7 7 2 1

too much
i lost 2 games
no 3 games of beer ponh
mr reed is the collest fdad in the world
i lvoe him

jeddd is cool too

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[Saturday
June 25th, 2005
10:25pm
]
[ mood | energetic ]

me n kolbz played one game already
cuz i need practice

amanda n rai are catching bugs
they only caught one bug
rai says its a flee
its name is sylvester

us girls are chillen
the boys are on their way

i love summer

i need to cut back...bad

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summer days [Saturday
June 25th, 2005
7:36pm
]
[ mood | energetic ]

last nite...kegger
i'll just say one thing...rugburn lol
and me n amanda came home at 4 am

but
today was fun
me n amanda ate food with mink
beach with rai, kolbz n manda
(mrs. p lets me see rachel now)
meijers for tonites supplies
broke into the reed residence
showered

and tonite
we are having a small gathering
with our usual "game" at the reed's

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[Friday
June 24th, 2005
8:28pm
]

for once i feel pretty (its a miracle) 

we better do something fun tonite

 james called me today... interesting...

tonite kegger at andy g's

and i will be sober cuz i stopped drinking

told u dan...hope ur ready for CMT ;)

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[Friday
June 24th, 2005
5:26pm
]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

last nite me napolio, car, manda n em all got kicked out of the collins

house how it happened... lets just say never eat ronald's food lol

today we all saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants.

 me and carlee cried.

ITS AMAZING!

 

i wanna hang out daniel!

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